Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Just like that.....!!!!

I came back after spending 4 days with the friends whom I have known for almost 10 years... and I felt so much like family......now i feeel homesick!!! :( nice weather... nice people.. nice homely food... and icing to the cake.. the company!!!
When i come back to this place.. the weather of all the things sucks!!! and I felt completely lost and empty here... so restless.. that I cant  calm myself down!! So many things going in the back of my mind..
 I walked down the memory lane of my school" NC state" and I felt sooo nice... all memories are not pleasant but still theres always an affinity to the place and the frnds. they def are family.. they the true u.. there is no drama... no region ... nothing.. u r just another struggling fellow student.... :)
       Money was a big deal during the school days but the company and people was not!! :) Now after working for almost 4 years i see that having money and not the right set of people.. doesnt really account well...
             I miss all you folks in Raleigh the most.... (my close set and the not so close set.... ) If there was a time machine i definitely would go back to that time and change some of the things...
So this doesnt mean the place i stay currently is not nice or people are not nice!! I am just going through this phase where decision making is important and crucial and I should not be ignoring things.
            I am just being stubborn and adamant for god knows what reason. To top it all.. work studies and life is making it all complicated with no comfort to look around....

Well enuf of ranting.. so as far as the trip goes, had fuun... went to the printing bureau in DC and saw how the money bills in the US are printed.... aint that amazing.. see how the notes are printed.. the walk in DC and the capital tour were all exciting, things that I had never done so far...and the musueums,, but u gotta spend a lot of time and it should be less crowded..... Raleigh was fun and shoppin in Richmond with 2 of my fav gals was amazing!! Oh yea, and the most imp incident was a reckless driving ticket at the border of VA and NC..... the cop was merciless I would say!!!  but I think i deserved it since I do sometimes speed more than needed...... its not just in the US but also in India....  so lesson learnt stop speeding cos that just change the ETA a lot!!! :D

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Leave of Absence from Blogging!

I am just in a phase where i don feel like doing nything.. too many things going on.. gettin caught up in a spider web and no where to look around.. Well i will just flow like the river water in whichever direction it takes me... So i think I will be on sabatical from blogging ... So hope to catch up soon!!!

Friday, August 19, 2011

A New Dimension to the existing.

All right... inspite of having enough mess and stress in life., I have decided to take something more ... hoping that i will diver me from the mess and stress and help me achieve what I am looking to.... Well well... yest was the orientation and all of a sudden going back to school sounds terrifying...
                              This time though it is like you work through the day and then listen to the professors and fellow students for another 3 hrs before hopefully you can call it a day!
                                    It  does seem like someone like me may not be able to handle well. since I can do only one thing well at a time but i look upto some ppl and hope that I will be able to live upto my own set expectations... Looking at the current situation of single life, no commitment to people just to work.. makes me feel like I should just be able to pull it off,,,
                          Its not just the education but it alaos learning simple things like talking to people, dealing with delicate situations that will be critical here and also making sure the pressure at either work or school doesnt take a toll on either of the other places... like they said "strike a balance"......
Its interesting to explore the area of Finance, marketing, strategy where in most of the terms seem Greek.. and at the end of  3 years would seem like a known frontier as well.

Ok folks.. more updates will be followed on this front.. If i survive the first couple months atleast!!!! :D

have a great weekend!



Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Oh yes!!!

Guess what!!! I am also happy today...one of my best and longest known frnds is no longer thousands of miles away from me!!!
:)
 Which means we can talk often and relive our school and college days!!!
Yippie... looking fwd to meeting her in person sooooon!!!


Yaya!!!!

Crib of the Day!

Some times I really cannot mend the way I behave. I create embarassing situations not just to myself but also to people who try to care for me!!!! Isnt that mean!!! But I guess when u apologise , its finally all fair in love and war!!! :) Well well.. enough of the cribbing... I had to vent it out.. thats why I am here!

nothin much going on here..... looking for some excitement and low profile in life.
Will soon get there!!

Adios for now!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

5years in the Land of Immigrants!

july 31st 2006 is the day i landed in the USA with a dream like every fellow Indian of completing my Masters In Engineering.It was just one month after I had completed my final yer exams.,waited till the last day June30 th to let Deloitte know that their attractive pay package no longer excited me...and that I was all set to go to North Carolina to pursue something which my dad and I pictured few years back! This decision came after having to cross a lot of emotional obstacles but all said and done it was made....
             Every day in the 5 years would have been memorable because there is always some new challenge awaiting me..I have seen different type of people.. managed different situations... tried to achieve what i always wanted to.... but something always troubles you at the back of my mind... the most important thing that I have learnt here is relationships.. and from my previous post.. its always strange to me..... I never quite understood.. but i know one thing for sure... when you are away from family, its always your friends who are the backbone and the support system and I definitely know that everyone u meet here will not fit into that group.But frankly speaking I have never understood this aspect at all.......
            Anyhooo... besides that I have had some thoroghly adventurous moments with my roommates and just by myself either... School days where I would have to wake up for my 4 am campus jobs.......or whether me and my room mates had to go to the post office to collect a package with no clue where it was located... walking had become the most important activity while in school.....:D becos the luxury mode of transportation was not afordable!! :) Well,,, but it def din seem to help my physical condition.....:D but there are other factors like indiscipline eating habits at school which all changed once i moved into professional life. :)
               Probably school life was the best part in the 5 years mainly because , i had some strong bonding with some of my friends there.. always knew I had people whom i could depend on emotionally as well.Not driving a car never seemed to bother my day to day activity.. When I crisis.. i always knew i could go to one of my friends shoulders and cry! :)
But work life has taken away most of this.. It has just made me independent in every way.. I am not supposed to be depended on people... Its more like go fend for urself.. but even then i know I have some people around whom I can go to  for help!
          Plus point of work life is money.....while in school planning trips was a big deal.. now I can plan trips .. the way I want... thats how my state count is 33 and is still increasing.. I love travelling.!!!. just pack bags.. go with my favorite ppl and visit the wildest places....Trips to all the places have been fun uptil now.. I am looking forward to more.. the most exciting is Europe. with Y( hope we can make that happen!!!) Really excited....:) So far summing up... lots of state and National  parks...lots of states.. different cuisines,, favorite being(Thai and chinese..) but tried most of them.. turkish, afghani, mediterranean, ethiopian, viatnamese.,mexican ,italian, Indian,american, malaysian and Japanese so far.. so going by this ,,, you can def say I am a big foodie:D
                Oh yes.. I have also realised how stayed healthy and active is really important.. FYI .. my fotos 5 yrs back and now will show that... :D I cannot believe it when I look at myself.. but I would never like to go back to that phase.... :(
                  My favorite park would be Grand Canyon and my 2 favorite cities would be NYC and Chicago!! :) I still have a lot of parks and cities pending and I hope to finish it before I leave the US for good!(Not sure whether it will be by choice or by force.. but will see what the destiny packet has in store for me)
I enjoy my work and that typically what keeps me going.. started with working on calibrations for diesel trucks and now I am learning more mechanical engineering stuff.. I have driven different kinds of trucks... seen different Industrial applications and actually been able to see where all my efforts lead to ... this just gives me pure satisfaction.!!!
       My childhood fantasy of playing tennis is seeming to get accomplished as I have started that on a regular basis...
All in all the 5 yrs  have  been the given the  most rewarding experiences of my life.. and I will always hope to  see the brighter side of things!!!
          


Friday, July 29, 2011

Strange Ties....

Its a always amazing how often you come across people and what impact they create in your life.
Having started staying ny myself for the last yr and half it just seems diff when you have people who stay with you even for a day... I like it...:) nyhoo coming to the pt... My frnd has had a bunch of roommates(exaggerating!!! as always) but i wld say around 3-4  till now and I have had some kind of bond with each one of them...... Strange pattern is most of them who become her roommates are on the threshold of marriage and are looking to move to their husbands at the earliest... So basically... they are just staying becos they dont have a choice.

                        So here she was I met her for the first time 3 months ago.. Also from Pune. smiling.. bubbly happy that in 2 weeks she was headed back to India to get married... :) She did have a very interesting life.. but i felt that she did consider me as someone whom she could emotionally depend on... She shared every bit of her life with me and sometimes I would wonder ..... u can be happy like that.... Well all said and done.. she is finally headed back to her husband.. where her happiness belongs... wishing her luck... and happiness and prosperity....

Thursday, July 21, 2011

May u always get the best in Life!!! :)

I am soooo happy for u today!!!! And sincerely u deserve it.....:) you have been working so hard that there is much more to come and i am sure that brings u a lot of happiness.. I want to be proud of you some day and i genuinely hope that day comes!!!
  I have always thought of to have one of the best personalities... and like I always say.."i have a good choice" . I hope I can flaunt this aspect... even better.....:)

well I know this is the only place I can write about it....
But today when I heard what i have been thinking for a while, my happiness has no bounds  for you and May god always bless u and give u the best and help you get what u want!!!!!

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Peaks , Lakes and Dunes!!!!

So as most of you know.. 4th July is Americas Independence Day! So what does that mean to me ... its a holiday and a looooong weekend.With tickets being bought to fly to Coloroda in the early times of May'11, after a lot of hesistation, yes /nos I finally made up my mind to travel to the much awaited place!!!
        Direct flite.. arriving on time....all perfect.... car rental mess up... but as engineers we always have a plan B!!! and since we were a bunch of engg travelling together.. there had to be a plan B for every step...after a lil bit of travel here and there , we got the 4*4 that we wanted .. dumped all the stuff in the car and were ready to explore the Sangre De Cristo Mountain Range.... Well the trip was all planned by my friends.. and I was remotely also not involved in the planning.. All I knew was I had to hike a 14,000 ft mountain peak!!! Kudos to my friends for planning the trip...!!!!
                So the plan was to start for the camping ground the following morning...with stops at Walmart and REI(Recreational Equipment Inc) and get all the things that we needed for the adventure and head out for the 3.5 hr drive to the Great Sand Dunes National Park. Einstein Bros Bagel for breakfast.. followed by walmart....with a bunch of eating and stuff that we needed for camping.. and then REI where we got the temporary roof and mattress (read as sleeping bag) and some looking arnd before we finally hit the roads to our destination...
             We stopped at a small family owned mexican restaurant for lunch whcih was a disaster for me since I did not get anything vegetarian there... managed.. with rice and soem cheese enchilada...which is fine since i wasnt too hungry after the hearty breakfast that I had!!!
        5 hrs into the journey we finally reached the Great Sand Dunes Visitor Centre.. trailed our way to the mighty sand dunes.. Picturesque as it could get. and the feeeling of walking in the sand after it has just rained is mind blowing..... enjoyed the windy breeze on the sand dunes.. leaving behind a sandy feeling....
       Before sunset we reached our campsites..with the guys getting the tents ready and the gals fixing dinner for everyone and breakfast and on the way food for next day... we were all getting ready for the long day!!! :) with some laughter and some interesting comments and light laghter we peacefully ended the day with some grilled dinner .
   3:30 am.... the alarm rings.. and  slowly everyone is getting ready to conquer the mountains... :) A 1 hr drive to the base with food assignements and making sure there was sufficient water , we were all set by 6:30 am. And this marks the beginning of the eventful hike... Base camp altitude:8,200 ft .. first major landmark: Willow Creek.. and the second one  that was the destination. Altitide: 14,081. The Slight cold and the eager enthusiasm led our way to get to the willow creek in 4 hrs ... by then we were at 11,500 ft.
The creek was a beauty.. pristine.. and best of all it was a welcoming reward for the 4 hr effort.
The cold waters freshened us up... to get to another elevation... A well deserved breakfast followed by constant supply of electrolyte and energy supplements got us there!!! :D
Now was the main challenge.... we could see a portion of the peak but we still had a long way to go.. oh.. in the mean time the folks that we saw returning mostly had accomplished 80% of the peak which sort of discouraged us. Well, like brave soldiers we thought we would fight till we could...... :) and so began the rest of the journey.. which was entirely rocky......since there was no well defined trails for most parts....but it was fun exploring the path to the destination,, the much frequent breaks due to heavy breathing...:D and the constant sipping of electrolyte kept the 4 of us going.... we started a s a group of 8 but boiled down to 4 towards the end .......after couple of hrs there we were at 12,600 ft and we could clearly see the peak but din know whether we could reach that pt .. so like one of my frnds said.. the moutain seemed to say..."na na na... poo pooo":D
    The tree line was long gone and we could just the peak with portions of it covered with snow.. which made it difficult to climb..We could see the clouds gathering up  and it suddenly seem to become dark..which gave us another indication of giving up!!!!
And there I was..... with mixed feelings as always.... going back down with a small sense of achievement but with a mind set to come back and conquer the peak soon !!!! :) the journey downhill just made me realise how much altitude we had gained.. slowly my feet hurt and it seemed like they were begging me to just hold back on them.. Finally after 11 hrs I was sitting in the car,,, with a slight smile and feeling of some accomplishment... but of all the things... the enthusiam and the eagerness to come back to the mountains .. this time.. to tell them"na na na... poo pooo"....... It was one of those days where all i could dream of was a soft bed and a warm bath.......with 4 hrs of drive , i finally satisfied me!!! :D
        The next day was wrap up day and exploring the downtown day... with an exiting 45 min run to reach the gate of the aircraft to Indianapolis..(home)thus ended the lonnng weekend....... and tick mark on another state.!!!!!!!! so this is state no :33......and one more addition to the things to do before 30.. complete a 14 er !!!!!!!:D

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Happy Bday no.26!!!!

So today i am 26 years old.... still single ready to mingle (;) !!! ha ha.. how i loved to be that......well anways so coming to the bday.... what did i do?well birthday wishes started on 29th June from couple of friends whom I was chatting with online! then the evening passsed by and then almost falling asleep to realise my friends were standing outside my house for the cake cutting ritual....:)
       so there I am cutting 2 cakes.... with a bday gift from the lady who bakes cakes.... Oh yes.... Lana...thats here name.. a very nice and homely person and she can make any cake that you want her to.. and thats how she earns her livelihood... she loves chatting with me and So do i.... we connect well....:)
        cake Cutting over frnds came.. frnds wished.. and they were all gone.. this is my 4th bday celebration here at Columbus and i already feel I am OLD!!! :D
          thanks to the intra office chat system .. indirectly thanks to IBM for sametime.... some of my other frnds wished me.... i wanted this bday to be a low profile one.. wasnt really looking fwd to one... it always comes with a set of mixed feelings now....same old story... and Hence, no longer excited...
          Eve is prolly dinner with couple of my good friends who have been supporting me through the thick and thin....thats how the end finally ends!!!!

 Watever it is.. I just wish this year brings in some more life into me!!! :)

Monday, June 13, 2011

Changes and Resistance.

We always say its a welcome change. We often look for something different. But when we actually get it, do we really like it?I have always pondered about it. For Example... I was  looking forward to make a change in my job profile.... But when it actually happened I am scared as to I have make changes to my work style, work place.. new people.. new habits... re establish a comfort level with colleagues.. My old work place all of a sudden starts feeling like a comfort zone... where i can easily run away to.....thats wat i mean by resistance to change. But guys i think , i know i will def like it.. if not for anything the work.. because this is so much like I have been wanting to do.. Real hands on stuff....cool engineering work...Definitely its a loit more different from my previous role of working on test benches and solving controls related issues. I will be now evaluating the whole Engine and aftertreatment related performance which definetely is something I have never explored.. so lots of learning... followed by lots of dumb questions.. so if u ever hear someone saying .. u know there is this gal in my team.. who asks silly questions.. u can very well picture me there!!!:D
Well well as for my weekend before working day.. it sucked.!!!!!! I just realised that my Friends from NCstate had pampered me.. and they never took me to the real world ... I reallly miss them.. I wish i could go back to those days!!!! :) But never mind, thats how we will become strong rite!!!!!
But there is something fun I did too..... bought the most expensive pair of running shoes.....ever!!!! :D new arrivals.. apparently.i am gonna work out a lot.. when , where , how... yet to be determined.... hopefully when i see those shoes , i will remeber to use them.. lol... Neha come back from India soon.. I need to talk to you!!!

Folks , hopefully i will have something to blog bout my new work place!!!

Monday, June 6, 2011

Hmmm...

So here I am.. after having written about my complete story of my NYC trip , I got a message saying the internet explorer cannot display the page!!!! :D
So now... I will have to reiterate whatever I wrote sometime again.. but this time.. Ill add some spice( some pics) to it!!!! :D
           Well,, since i have gotten started.. Here I am sitting at my desk from where I will be moving in a weeks time..new place... new location but same city and same company..but new role,,, Interesting !!!! :)
Looking fwd to it!

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Chic Town!!! ..................

Summer time calls for frequent visits to one of my favorite cities... CHICAGO!!
Every time I go to this city, I discover something new ,, and of course when u like something or someone all that you look at is how nice the place or person is ... This is exactly what happens to me when I go to this city....
   It often starts off like this... "Snita, we are planning to go to Chicago.. u want to come???" and I will be" well, naah i just went couple of weeks back!!!"  then frnds will be " why??? are u busy this weekend??? if you dont have anything just come along.. it will be fun!! ".... thats all it takes to convince me to go this Magnificient city...:)
                 So this time the occassion was a surprise party for a good friend of mine who is getting married in June..And what did we do.. Well i live 3.5 hrs from downtown Chicago.. so we left on Sat afternoon.. kidnapped this friend of ours only to realise that this frnd wasnt too surprised with the fact that we were taking him to Chicago!!!

    Entry into the city was with Chai (tea) and pakodas( deep fried fritters) in an Upscale Indian restaurant..then a long walk on the Magnificient Mile just tempting you to the lustre of clothes and myriad of brands just to wish you had all the money in the world to buy watever u feel like...
     We partied at one of the finest Morroccon lounges called "Alamrah"  located close to Downtown Chicago...The interiors of this place was just beautiful, it created a very arabic feel there... they serve food, there is nice live arabic music and then belly dancing where all my guy frnds were closely engrossed in following the dancer.....It was one of the days when I danced to my glory leaving everything else behind not worrying whats lying ahead of me.. Wow.. that feels so gooood!!!! :) Mind blowing... For the one of the first time we somehwat did club hopping.. i literally hopped since I really dont get as much pleasure with drinks as with Dance!! :) 2 am was when we called it over and drove back to the silent town where reality awaits and the wonderland ends!!! :)

    But nevertheless, there is always an inclination to go back to reality how much ever fun the wonderland feels... am not sure why??????

Friday, May 20, 2011

And Here comes Another Long weekend.....

yay!!! The first long weekend of the year I am actually looking forward to!!!! U know why... cos I am going to one of my favorite cities.... Yes NYC!!!! The place where you can be just the person you want to be.. Be lost in the crowd.. away from worries and just carry on with the flow.. The feel is amazing.
    NYC and Chicago are my two favorite cities in the US and will always be dear to me till eternity!!! :)
Navy Pier in Chicago and Brooklyn Bridge in NY... always bring the best side of me ....These are the 2 places I want to walk along with my dearest, share the most romantic moments and forget any other side in me!!!
    So please wait for my next blog..Weekend in NYC!!!!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Things I want to do before I complete 30!!!!

Sadly last year I crossed the 25 yr old landmark!! (booo .. hooo).. But i did a bunch of things before I became 25 likee.. Sky diving!!!! (:D) travelling 32 states of the United States of America and so on.. since thats past.. lets not dig that up!!! lets see what lies in the future..
1) Complete the remaining states .. (Colorado, Hawaii, Alaska, Oregon,Washington, Dakotas, New Orleans, Texas) mainly....in style...
2) Complete the 8 mile hike in Grand Canyon.
3) Run a 13 mile marathon!
4) Travel to all the continents in the world.. (Oh la la...) and by that not just the cities. but also the beautiful national parks around  the places!! Includes Whole of Europe.. Do the African Safari... and the list will go on and on!!!
5) BUNJEEE JUMPING over water!!! (Oh maaaan.....)
6) Scuba Diving and Snorkelling in Australia!!
7) Watch a Broadway show in New York with my sweetest Heart!!! And enjoy the walk on BROOKLYN BRIDGE!!!!!
8) Complete some of my long wished academic pursits! ( thats the lil careeristic woman in me ....)
9) Go to all the best Amusement parks in the world.. wherever they are located.
10) Travel to one of the places mentioned above all by myself!!! (.... aaaahh .. just for the personal space!!!!)
Thats all I can think of right now!!!! I have 4 yrs and let me see how much of this can actually be done!!!!!

So guys let me know if any of you plans to join me for any of the crazy adventures.



Monday, February 28, 2011

Being a Book Buddy!

Ok.. For those of you thinking what it is... Lemme explain.Every Monday lunch break I got to nearby school to read with Grade 2 and 3 students to improve their reading skills. This is part of the voluntary work that I do.
I have been doing this for the last 2.5 yrs .However because of my carzy work schedules( read meetings..) I havent been regular of late.. which means i dont get to meet the kids Sincere and Joshua regularly...(they are the kids I read with)....
 So today as always Joshua was gettin ready to get on my nerves.. showing lack of interest.. playing tantrums on how he dint like the book he was reading.. on how he had problems breathing... so there I am rolling my eyes and telling him to finish up reading....and he is trying to digest this fact that he doesnt have an option besides that...well anyways.. so there we are finishing up reading.. turtles, making sentences with new words.. playing one min games with ":au nd aw" words.... Per ritual they get stickers for finishing the task.....
           When i was heading out from the room... Joshua was standing behind the door... i asked him why he was standing there... he said " I want to tell you something... " I said "yes sure" ..he said " you will come next week rite.. that means after 4 days i will see you again rite..." I saw the anxiousness in him and then i realised an important thing.. when someone is used to you.... no matter what.. they will always somewhere miss you.!!!!
                  

Thursday, February 24, 2011

My Latest Addiction......

well .. well..... for sometime I had moved out from being a big time sitcom buff.. but due to some circumstances I am back in action. This time the craze is Grey's Anatomy!!! An awesomely made series which involves drama, some action , romance and relationships and some science....
   Having heard this series from a lot of friends who are in the medical field, the engineer in me always thought that i prolly would never be interested in something like this. So there I was on a lonely saturday afternoon thinking of how to kill time, started browsing the "watch instantly" section of Netflix. So browsing through some of them, I realised that maybe i should give Greys' anatomy a try. If i dont like it.. I wont continue to watch it.
     Season 1 Episode 1....then 2 then 3... went on through the weekend....I could relate some of the characters to myself and see hmmm so this not only happens in TV series but also in real life.. Come to think of it. the person who writes is finally a human like one of us..and so has to go through the harsh realities of life to able to potray that in the scripts too!!
        My favorite characters are Dr. Bailey.. a strong resident surgeon who knows to balance her career and personal life!!! Amazingly gutsy and carefree!! Dr .Kathy ...a smart and talented surgical intern who just cares bout her work and is on the threshold of a relationship!! Dr. Burke... an extremely intelligent cardio surgeon who is extremely organised and is trying to make his relationship work despite of the vast differences that he has with his surgical intern...
  So guys and gals.. if you wanna know more about what I am talking.. go ahead and watch it.. and then we prolly can have some discussions .........enjoy!!!! :)

Monday, February 21, 2011

Good Ol NC State Days!!

Its been like 3 yrs and couple of months since I moved out from Raleigh!! And for some reason i have been missing the place and people a lot !!!!! School days were prolly the best you could ask for!! and just for that i could go back to school again ...... Those were days when you din have the time to think .. fast paced but u still had everyone in your support system. constantly surrounded by people whom u like to be with.. wow! thinking of it makes me feel good!! The days when i used to be sleeping at 8 am catch some sleep till 10 am  and then run to class with coffee being your major support system.
In the world of assignment , projects, deadlines , mid terms.......oh wow!! Will I be ever to do that sort of a thing again!! Not sure... Where there is a will.. there is a way.....hmm..
On campus jobs... searching for them. maintaining them.. There began the the pleasures of enjoying  hardearned money!!Thats when u start thinking of spending.. and saving.. I prolly learnt to save at the age of 21.. till then I just knew that i had to spend money carefully...
I miss those late night library outings and the quality time i had to spend studying and making sure i did well on exams and started to care more about my grades....I never missed the sunrise or the sunset.. and life still seemed to be always on the go.. eat on the go.. study on the go.. have fun on the go!!!
Most of the decisions would be random,.... the mall outings by changing 2 buses...window shopping.. looking for clearances... thats all the fun time used by.. random hang out at frnds place till late nite after an exam....All those moments seem to be soo precious!
Work life seems to make end to most of these things.. which makes me miss my school days and of all the things..my school friends.... I wish i had a time machine.. !!! :)

Monday, February 14, 2011

A day!!!.............

Today was the first day of the year that i took a day off from work!! The reason........ feeeeling tooo low.. why... i don't know!!! I probably know the reasons but dont have on reason for this.
  The start of this year hasnt been one of the best so far!!!! So it goes like this......Work is ok... but not too happy since I see the people around me battling for God knows what!!! Theres like intense competition in the air. Thats fine as long as it is a healthy competition....
 The person whom I confide most in is behaving prolly in the most weird way i could ever think... reason...unknown!!!!!!
Things have been happening with no clue and i just feel that I have too many unknown factors contributing to this!! I wish i just had a reason to believe all this is for good!!!!!!I drive my car in my parking lot and there comes a car backing up to me with no sufficient time for me to react to instant braking to save my car.. and then the person claims that he was parked apparently.... disgusting.. why cant ppl be truthful atleast... !!!!
this is just one example of things going wrong...
Seems like I am being a pessimist here ,,, but it just feels like good things have all ended..... and there is no nice thing happening.. or will ever happen.. I just see the darkness ahead......
Maybe there is someone or something that will suddenly show me the light of happiness.....
 

Friday, January 14, 2011

First writeup of the year!!!

Was thinking of stuff to write.. i have loads of things going on right now!
Just got back from India( when i mean just.... 2 weeks:D) and then realised that I had to travel for work immediately.. so there you go... havent even unpacked my stuff.. havent done groceries ever since i came back!!
so what am i eating.... living out of the fridge and the close by eat out places.....thats the fun of bachelor life.. u eat. dont eat .. aint matters much....
Well this new year.. I have planned lots of things... but not sure what all will actually happen!!
As always no New year resolution.. but one thing I wanna do in 2011 is run a half marathon.. so that means.. start a healthy living...:D lets see how that goes. Lunch break at office can be utilised effectively for blogging I guess!!
Well folks !Welcome to New year 2011.. start of a new decade.. and happy Sankrant and Pongal to all my friends!!!!!!

TIL GUL GHYA GOD GOD BOLA!!!